Life is full of motifs. We are habitual creatures so it only makes sense. A reoccurring element or theme to a story or play or album or life etc. I was in my freshman year at North when I really learned what this was, it was during the reading of Julius Caesar. It's weird the things that stick with us and how they end up being applied to the world today. I'm going to try not to be too cryptic on this entry, this is more like a journal update then a blog post or at least that was my intention upon starting this, so we shall see.
I'd rather this be more in depth then just a slight overview. It feels like so much has happened I don't know where to begin. Actually not a lot has happened at all, I'm pretty sure I could sum up the entirety of the changes in one complex sentence but there would be no fun or therapy in that. I guess we start with professional and work down to personal aye? Meh ok
JOB
Week one of the new job is done now. Thus far its been a major success, not only am I getting paid a lot more money salary but the ability to bonus here is pretty insane. I'm also in training for another week, but I actually get to teach the whole training class on monday lol Morrow would be proud. Which brings me to the only downside I see with this place so far. I havn't worked for anyone else really in a long time I sincerely doubt there even going to have a person there capable of replacing someone who was mentoring you practically since you started something. Meh im staying positive we'll see, worst case scenario I'll be a recluse there and just get my money and bail everyday, no one said you had to be sociable. But yeah by the time my birthday comes I should be able to drop a few hundred on my tat, car running perfect, and still have a comma in the bank, so no complaints there. Also working for the DOE (department of education) has taught me a lot that I hadn't known and made me a more well rounded collector, always awesome. I've already been able to help out my brother with this information so again nothing to complain about. And finally since it IS something new ive taken on, I've been able to take my mind off of other matters that plagued me which i may or may not get into later. So yeah major win here so far, shout out to 5 shot for hooking it up and Monarch for being retarded and letting me go.
Everything Else
Staring at the long ass run on paragraph about work makes me not even want to type anymore ugh. Anyway as an unbiased statement, everything in my personal life happened has been towards my own benefit. I'm better off with how things has turned out for a society stand point. Dealing with the transitions hasn't been pleasant and moving on has been rather unsuccessful, lately its just out of sight out of mind. Self control has been great no slip ups at all, but other people have been urking my soul with their opinions on some shit. My family has been riding for me hard as shit and helped a ton with everything going on in my life. Overall I can't complain about anything, other then maybe elijah always breaking my car '-_- lol but you take the good with the bad. Such is life. All the good fortune in the world I have going on I still wish I was sharing it with someone, but im starting to be convinced all the stress is a waste of time and Im alone in how I feel. Sooo its focus on the positive things in life while you watch what you want slip away in front of you. It is what it is I guess.
Games and music etc. look promising in the next year so theres something to look forward too, I had a ton more to say but I was pulled away from writing this lol im just now coming back like 2 hours later sighhhhs. Ill update again I guess.
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