Post Two: Bubbles.

So today is December 29, 2010. And it is bubble's Birthday. I've decided to blog about him and immortalize my reflection of him on this day through the interwebz.

For those who don't know Bubbles's real name is Leonard Mason and he is my brother. First thought?? Your getting fuckin old dude haha. I remember none of us being able to go out anywhere waiting forever for you to turn 21 lol. If nothing else let it hold true to the statement time waits for no one. Boy, I guess I got a lot to cover here to encompass everything that needs to be said. I think I prefer not to format this anyway, how often is life ever neat and organized anyway, I'll stick to scattered thoughts for now.

The closest people in my life both figuratively and generally physically being as how we all live in the same house, would be the brotherhood of 4 that is Bubbles, Sean, Elijah, and myself.  Of which bubbles is the baby. Randomly he is also the only one who's birthday is not in may.  I first met bubbles as leonard, through elijah and video games.  No real surprise there but I doubt anyone of us could of seen what type of relationship would have bloomed from that first encounter. Looking back it is pretty crazy how things work out. The short version from there on is that he started frequenting my house more often to game until the situation at hand slowly developed..

Bubbles and I share a unique bond  As im sure the same would be said for any two of my brothers when looking at them, but still.  I'll always look to bubbles as my little brother, and my padwan. I've tried most of the time to point him in the right direction, usually through my own mistakes lol Most importantly by being the one he can count on. Character wise we are a strange match, being as how we are both strong headed competitive people I find it amazing that we've clicked the way that we have.  Admittingly it more then likely is more his doing then mine, as he tends to be the more reasonable and willing to compromise one between the two of us.

New paragraph just because. With that being said through life and video games both professionally and socially, I so to speak have taken bubbles under my wing as a padwan. The bond was probably first set in stone when he was given his name by me, but we will get to that later.  Hmm getting slightly choked up at this point while writing, side note by saying that does it make this a meta cognitive??  Anyway, new paragraph again for emphasis.

Now that the relationship status has be identified, I find it impossible to move on my story without stating the following.  I absolutely could not have asked for a better person to look out for. There are two main reasons for this. The first is as someone I view as a little brother to me, you have made huge strides in making me proud through big or small accomplishments. Your adaptation to your professional and romantic life are both admirable and inspiring. It makes me happy to see you doing well for yourself and making decisions to achieve and sustain a greater life for yourself. The second reason is the admittingly selfish portion, as I believe everything in life that is done is in someway for self gain, our relationship has been no exception. By taking you as a padwan, you unknowingly have pushed me to better myself as well. Every magic match I win, every game tourney I've won, you were there pushing me to try my hardest everytime. It may not sound like a lot to others but as a competitive person I know it means a lot to you to hear it from my cocky ass.  I'm as good as I am at what I do because you've been right there with me pushing me for a long time now. More importantly....

I watched you absolutely soar through the collection world.  You went from a pizza store girl who didn't know VISA start with 4's to CITI collector in no time.  The dedication and intelligence that went into your progression made me so damn proud to watch you move up.  I tried to teach you everything I could in pretty much everything in life, and you've never let me down, you always use it to further yourself.  No matter how big or small these things may seem to people you and I both know the work that goes into getting where we are at and it is something to be proud of man.

Its been a long trip to get here huh.  Now i'm thinking back to some memories, you were the first one to start identifying us as brothers. Because of you I think i reevaluated my stance on family a bit and its definitely the reason we are as close as we are today.  lol Jesus Christ my first roller coaster ride and that fuckin picture grabbin your arm lmfaoo Good times. Countless bowling and laser tag adventures, game tourneys, omfg that trip to the beach '-_-  . haha Not all had to be good memories lol siiighs fucking white shorts >_<  Side note still waiting on you to make moves as my music manager!!! Omfg how many times have you had to hold me up while i was drunk as shit and finish my lines in a battle lmfao endless house parties!! Can you say undefeated beerpong champions!?!? TEAM HOUSE BABY!!!! haha Lunch workin for crossley making our own shots and shit lol Also how can you even begin to mention drinking and not paddywhacks lmfao the night we should of died haha Damn with that being said the whole Brettany chapter was all your doing too, also why I can no longer enter the state of virginia lmao Great times though all things considering wouldn't change a thing.

It's crazy the way things work out sometimes. The amount of events that had to perfectly fall in place for any of this to ever happen is inconceivable. All things in life that go to shit one thing is sure, in this house hold we are truely blessed.  We might fight a lot and tempers flare often enough, especially when you wanna be a faggot and try and say Terry is fuckin 4th teir smh BUUUUTTT its only natural especially when you live work and chill socially with the same person, I know your aware of that too and hope nothing negative between us is ever elongated for any reason.  You've been a great best friend, an asset in the lives of everyone here, and everything I could of ever asked for in a brother. I hope you have a happy birthday dude.

First Post

I wanted a blog. Simple thought. A place to just quietly rant to myself I guess. Truth is im tired of arguing, Im sick of it to be honest, the thought of another person trying and failing so hard to prove me wrong about my own thoughts and views on something is making me sick to my stomach.

Anyway, no names, no events or situations to be named or vented about specifically here, this isnt here to make drama. Its to talk and maybe teach. Not sure whos even going to be reading it, and I dont care much either. But hopefully if you do read this, it will make sense to you, help you, or at least mildly entertain you.

With that being said if your reading this comment me, give me your thoughts and insight. Give me ideas of what to write about questions you have that you want answered or anything of the sort. I'll keep this going if I feel like its helping me at all.